Road to perfection

I'm starting Ana Boot Campo tomorrow until december 21st.
I can't wait!!!
It's gonna be hard, but I will be by myself next week son nobody is going to control my intake. I mean, my grandmother's maid will be here for two days, but she can't really tell me what to eat.
So there, I really hope to lose as much weight as possible!!!

Any ABC experiences you wanna share? 

Current Mood: cheerful

I'm just so mad at everyone!!!!!
My friends aren't buying that i'm eating after classes and my parents don't believe that i ate before getting home!!!
They say i look pale and tired, and aren't listening to me!!!!

grrrrrr why don't they mind their own business!!!

Current Mood: frustrated

I really want to eat like a whole cow but i'm not even hungry!
what the fucking fuck!!!!
i have such an obesse mentality!

today my cousin was all over me because the bones in my back can be noticed...so what? they always have, it's genetic!
I need my ribs and hipbones to show!oh!and those chestbones i love!

i'm not gonna eat
i'm not gonna eat
i'm not gonna eat

Coz starving works and i love the feeling

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Fiona Apple

I ate so much yesterday at my sis birthday!!!!
My mom says I didn't, but I went for a long jog and did like a thousand sit ups...but still, I looks so fat now!!
I'm so damn scared of being fat!!!!

Name: Andi
Age: 20
Country: Chile
Weight: 140
Height: 5"8
Favorite color: pink
Hair color: blonde
Eye color: greenish blueish
Ocupation: Student
Heart's desire: to lose as much weight as I can
Favorite thinspo: Mary Kate Olsen
Favorite pro ana song: Courage-Superchik


So that's me...I also have a journal in spanish if any of you speak it: www.xanga.com/andi_ana (how original)haha

Current Mood: bitchy